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Name: Heidi
Country: United States
State: Tennessee
Metro: Chattanooga
Birthday: 10/19/1987
Gender: Female
Interests: Touring different countries and filling up the pages in my passport, meeting and getting to know new people, trying foreign foods for the first time, taking the pictures and scraps of memories I have and putting them into scrapbooks, learning to knit, Taking time to listen to people, Anticipating what God will bring into my life, Hot Spiced Apple Cider, California Pizza Kitchen, living the single life...(and enjoying it), enriching my knowledge of the many religions in this world, seeing the fish at the bottom of the sea, people watching, reading psychology books,
Expertise: Getting lost in Boston with my mother, Finding out how boring Dayton really is with Leayn, Shopping with Cinnamon, Scrapbooking with Bekah, having deep and meaningful conversations about life with Brittney, Goofing off and planning dances for the school with Kristen, Eating at Taco Bell with David and Jared, Movie Night at Daily's with the group...(that includes IHOP at 4 in the morning), Failing Algebra, Listening to extremely corny and sappy 90's love songs, Decorating and redecorating the rooms in my house, Getting random piercings with Holly, Victoria's Secret "scandalous" shopping with Bethany, babysitting my brother's cat, Salsa, whenever he leaves town...
Occupation: Student
Industry: Other
Message: message me
Member Since:
7/15/2003
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| oh how two months time can pass by so quickly.
my oh so amazing guy turned out to have an ex girlfriend of about 3 1/2 years cheat on him approximately 2 weeks before he met me, thus cutting short our little...dating arrangment. stupid girl! anyways, he is still an awesome guy... fun to be around and hang out with, but in all honesty, it's so good nothing came of it because i have just been so not into relationships or making effort lately that i wouldn't have wanted to lead him on. which leads me to my current situation... i'm semi dating (or have been going on dates) with someone that i didn't know I was "dating" er....going on "dates" with. story of my life. one day i will wake up married and not know how it happened, i suppose.
in other news i am training for a 10k! I am very excited, but I'm watching that as it gets colder I get less and less motivated. This needs to change, I know I know. Lately I have been thinking about how much I miss highschool...ahhhhh, I guess it's all part of turning 20 in about...err, three days. Getting older is all...exciting and sucky at the same time. | | |
| i um..............i have uh met a really great guy. i mean really great. just everything i have ever wanted all rolled up into one...and he's mine. all mine! | | |
| you would think that i'd be freaking out... i'm not. I'm soooooo tired right now and I can't stand knowing that there's gonna be hardly any time to sleep within these next two weeks.but at the same time, i hardly even care. i'm doing the routine and just biding my time. and i'm really hungry. here's my schedule. 730am, wake up, shower 830am, arrive at work (bc) 230pm, leave work go home, change, drive to chattanooga 400pm, orientation for everyone at work starts 1030pm, orientation ends 1130pm, get home, go to sleep. (FOR THE NEXT TWO WEEKS! every day! and on some days like friday for instance, i will be there from 830-5 and then to 10) RT's is all about the training! Which is good, I actually enjoy it, but not so much the all day type stuff. It's just crazy. In other news...I think the worst thing I can do is to be quiet... but I have no intentions of speaking up...... none at all. | | |
| aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh life is SOOOOO great at this point. things with matt have smoothed out....majorly. i love how it is... but I think he thinks I still want to be together and I don't... so it's the kind of awkward, uh... are we dating? or what? phase. Doesn't matter. It would never have worked out and I'm ok with that. He's a GREAT guy and deserves the best... there will be an amazing girl that completes him one day... and I'm excited that he's gonna find her. I think I'm just really excited about being friends again with him. There's only a few ex-boyfriends that I talk to still and I like that it's smoothed out enough to be to that point. It's a wonderful feeling not to have tension floating around each other when we're together. I'm just so happy right now, and I can hardly explain it....more later. :) | | |
| GAH I swear that Matt could not be making things any worse at this point. I mean, yeah, I said it was over and yeah, he's been pretty good to me, but fact of the matter is you can't be with someone, break up with them, tell them you want to get back together just "not right now" and then lead them on while in the process of getting to know someone else. NO. It is not going to work like that. I have too much self respect for this. As much of a empowerment trip that I'm on right now, it still sucks, big time. I really liked him and it could have gone somewhere... but he's got so much going on and his issues to deal with. I'm not going to wait around, I'm still moving to California and he can just get over it. | | |
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